forgo the french

Calista, Calista, Calista, I’m sure you are hating the fact that I am rather obsessed with her. What is one to do? Leave her?

Precisely.

I’m not being dramatic, I’m not being rash or inhuman. I just think that its time we stop hurting each other.

So what should I do?

I’ve been lying awake at night, with her soft-breathing and mute-dreaming, thinking about the end of us. Thinking about what will become of me.

I’ll be a new man.

I’ll be alone.

I’ll be sorry.

There is more to life than someone else’s.

So I have to end it… but how?